skipped a day here and didn't get the physical journal yet lol the exhaustion carried till the next day and work was rather demanding. downloaded vs coded on my macbook at home (cursed ik but it was a gift from six years ago that still works well) so i am quite happy to get to work on the website. i get paid tomorrow- hopefully in the evening so i'll start looking into investing in hobbies that will help me feel a little more sane than just phone. keeping this short much love gonna play around with the code some more
today i really felt the exhaustion that comes along with the holiday season hit be all at once. i am ready for next week to be quiet though tomorrow will probably be a bit busy. happy three kings nonetheless. i'm so tired, but i've settled on dedicating at least twenty minutes a day to journaling- with tomorrow it being a physical diary where i can get more personal, then just jotting down quick thoughts and findings here. i have a couple films i need to knock out and work i need to do for this film server i run with friends so i hope to do that this week. found a couple bands i wanna dive into- will probably make art based on them soon cause i want to reclaim that hobby. anyways hopefully i can do some more cool shit. best wishes, i am well aware this is void speaking- but nonetheless i am happy. sometimes it's good to throw words out selfishly for ones own ears and eyes and heart. i am sure further down the line one or two people will see all these early entries- especially once i am proud enough to share this after building it up properly and laugh at how corny this one is- or how much of a corny person i am in general but so it goes. took a walk today with my brother- i think i'm gonna keep doing that and try making it a daily thing fr fr. i need to get more active. i know i said best wishes like a sign off only to yap more but that's just the kind of person i am. lol anyways yeah enough bloggin' for today.
still have yet to set aside how much time a day i want to journal here. and probably won't do much work on the site yet either though i am fairly hopeful for tomorrow being a day i can do more with it. ended up going to two events today instead of the one i was expecting and aware of lol. i'm pretty tired but very glad i got to swim. god i love the ocean. i'm sunburnt tho but so it goes. i had predicated i'd be a lot more sentimental today, but after the second party right after swimming i find myself more tired than in the mood to ruminate. it was a good day, i was well pleased.
first day of trying to maintain this blog. keeping it simple and being a lot more picky about what i pick apart and use for it. watched tutorials at work and finally have a feel for css- shout out the bro code html and css tutorial which i was able to use. i wanna learn a lot more and do alot more with it, and most importantly try and have this be as hand coded by myself as possible so i feel more connected with it. tomorrow i'll chip away at it more if i have time again at night, though i plan on actually being outside pilled considering it's a close friend of mines birthday tomorrow. i love her dearly, despite how bat shit the way we are connected is. there are goals i want to achieve this year and while i don't want to put them in hard writing cause of some stupid supersitions i want to be able to look back at this blog a couple months from now and be able to see how far i've been able to take those goals. i also hope the world gets a lot better soon because yeah no shit that's what everybody hopes for duhhhhh. i'll pick a set amount of time a day i'll dedicate to writing these, i think it'll be theraputic or at least fun to poke at later. but enough about later. i guess something that's important to learn how to do is focus on the now as well. i had fun today, spending an hour trying to figure out how to hell to add the crt filter. it feels nice seeing something work. anyways- i've not much else to say.